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Blood And WaterYou all sit there, Staring, Judging, Stripping down my soul, With each second that goes by.
Blood runs thicker than water, To my family I go,
Like a lamb to the slaughter, Drama
Lies Judgment, I find nothing else.
You think you know me, You're dissapointed, Because I'm not what you want me to be, Not what you want me to be. I shame you, You blame me, And on christmas and birthdays we smile, We smile and smolder.
I am done. Finished. Tired of you all, Say what you want, Think wha Blood And Water
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Dear MirrorDear Mirror, I hate you so, Dear Mirror, Just get up and go. My reflection so ugly, So fat and inhuman. Its like looking at an elephant, Only with a smaller nose, I look at myself and want to scream, I look at the mirror and wish that it was just a bad dream.
I look at the mirror, And want to smash it with my fists, To pick up the shards, To carve myself up. To end the ugliness, To make it stop, I lock the fridge, I empty out the cupboards, Food is my enemy, Ugliness covered by a thick layer of fat. Dear Mirror, Dear Mirror
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No morePlease, No more, Stop, If only for us, Please, No more drink, I'm not just making a fuss.
You sit there and slur, You're vision is blurred, You talk to me like shit, Please, I'm tired of it.
No more mountains, Made from bottles of glass, No more cuts, Because of how I'm harassed.
Please,
No more, Stop before I jump, Stop before you drown, Because all you're doing, Is dragging us both down. No more
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The MirrorI look in the mirror, I just want to scream, To shatter the reflection, To cry and to bleed.
So lock up the fridge, Sew up my lips, In hope  that I'll shrink, 'Cause I'm the size of a ship.
Stuck in a cycle, starve, binge, purge, Never ending, I'm trapped, It tears me apart, But I like it, I need it, I can't live without it, its my poison, my shame, my pleasure, my pain.
Don't try to help me, Don't try to stop me, Just look away,
get out of my way, Just leave me alone, Turn a The Mirror
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Falling Apart

Thu Dec 6, 2007, 12:31 PM

Mood: Depressed
Listening to: Let It Bleed --- The Used
Drinking: Tea

Well, for a first journal on here I cant really say that its a happy one... I feel like I'm falling apart, sort of tearing at the seams...

My starve/binge/purge fucked-up routine is becoming kinda hard to avoid, especially since I cant cut anymore... My closest friend ended up cutting, so we promised each other than neither of us will ever do it again... And it isn't a very easy promise to keep.

Things at home are... difficult... at best... I wish I could move out, get a place with my friend, but as I'm under 18 there is NO chance of that for the next 2 years... Things would be easier for everyone if i moved out...

I just really don't like myself, I can't stand looking in the mirror, I hate almost every word that comes out of my mouth... I just want to down a couple of bottles of blood thinners and have at it with a razor...

I'm falling apart and have no idea what to do about it

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Current Residence: Birkirkara --> Malta --> Earth --> Hell
Interests: Music, reading, Writing, Hanging out with my friends
Favourite movie: Girl,Interrupted
Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance, Placebo, Hawthorne Heights, Fall Out Boy,The Used, Dead Poetic
Favourite genre of music: Emo/Punk
Favourite poet or writer: Wilfred Owen, Chuck Palahniuk, Anne Rice, Stephen King
Operating System: WIndows XP
MP3 player of choice: My phone, nokia 5300 hehe

Email: theonavarro@hotmail.com
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~m-scharf Apr 8, 2009, 8:04:20 AM

Hey there! Thanks for adding my story to your faves! I really appreciate it!
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=frizziekizzie May 18, 2008, 1:26:47 AM

Thank you for the watch!!

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*Pheniox20 Jan 4, 2008, 12:00:32 PM

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Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
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